| SLC; i'm yours |
[Saturday
11:23am March 31st] |
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Britta died bits of my hair blondish
i cut layers in it this morning
ITS SO LIGHT ITS AMAZING
seriousllly
waking up next to britta everymornin is
well
bomb
i'm not leaving
im staying here
to love slobber on my one and only
I feel so at home and happy fun time here
i'm not leaving
Fucking prettiest city at night
ive never seen anything like it
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[Saturday
2:07pm July 23rd] |
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FRIENDS ONLY.
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[Monday
12:53am July 4th] |
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tip #2 call caleigh if you know how to get a hold of lauren
because
we all miss her
and this is apicture of her chin
 its the only picture of her i could find :(
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[Saturday
2:11pm July 2nd] |
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i passed a lemonade stand and there was a dump truck parked next to it getting lemonade. twas cute
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| got a devils haircut in my mind |
[Friday
12:31pm July 1st] |
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dear britta i had a dream last night that i called you from my bed really hi and i told you about stuff. i dont remeber much.about it. but i miss you lots
29 days untill britta comes 2 visit!
mmm mexican food
grossmeout
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[Thursday
11:20am June 30th] |
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i am so
so
so
so
bored
everyone is gone. or volenteering or locked away in utah.
ugh
i am stuck here watching
girl with a pearl earing
and waiting for macks to wake up
and alli to get off work
and me to take a shower
and waiting for the sun to come outm
being incredo BORED
waiting for things to happen
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| and you know its the end of the world when... |
[Saturday
7:09pm June 18th] |
holy fuckingshit
i just hugged brittas dad
i hugged mr carlson
mr senile stick up the ass never crack a smile for anyone but them family and hates caleigh cuz shes always over in house and annoying him -carlson
i hugged him holy shit
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| you forgot angies favorite color, thats what made her die |
[Friday
10:32pm June 17th] |
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i hate entrys deleting
i dispise
humph. im in such a good mood.
-i saw harry potter today , most of it i left early and now im wondering what happens at the end. ponder
thinking i should start a degrassi community
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( i looked for you two buddies today. but you kept dissappearing after i got there. then i didnt want to see tj and i know your both mad at me. but that is my reasoning)
i made a bag today but i dont like it so i think i stick with the gold
go for the gold
i leave ssaturday. so does britta. and i'll neverever see her again exept after two weeks in which she comes back to stay with ME.
the world will stop turning
i want to learn to play the trumpet.
acually i should just stick with freakin practicing my damn guitar. ugh
babaling.
goodnight. tommrow nick + me = super early morning breakfast date!eek. i want some buiscuits AND spell check
my desk is covered in bandaids
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[Wednesday
11:11pm June 15th] |
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i had a lovely day. im so happy.
This morning i woke up. all ready for my first real offical day of summer. And fine it was.
Jacob picked me up and we went to laurens. I missed him, havent seen him since last summer. my sweetie he is. Then max got there. and we drove around and picked some people up. and hung out at laurens somemore. blabalsdjfblah ummm mike and tj ran the little baby car ( the ones that move for toddelers with batteries in them and u can ride in them) over this hill thing and flipped over many a time funnyfunny. Then at 5 i went to moshimoshi. my hair is all cuut and chopped now.
after that i went to macks' i really like his house. so peaceful and laid back. And theres this door you can step out of his room right on to a trampoline. and his mom paints and theres fucking beautiful painting everywhere
later;wecame Back to my house and found out i owe agazillion dollars for text books that i lost. shucks.
yesterday i got home from p.a after long borring road trip
(top 3 over played and well shouldnt be played songs on top 50 radio stations on the east coast 1. usher YAH 2. naughty girl (?) 3. avril lavine moaning and whining sounding all country like)
friend ditched alli and i ruining our plans. for the people she always ditches us for. so i decided to ditch friend today bc i am very sick of that shit
alli and i had fun max picked us up and we got stuff and went to scroggs for awhile.
wheee.. for allis bday britta and i bought her a super snazzy zippo lighter. she likes it alot. im glad.
well. i leave for surfing with megan this saturday. i hope one song dont start without me. Meg and i will have fun. her birthday is tuesday. oh dear.
weekend shows. blend in. im pretty sure i saw stolypins play twice
( this only happens when it rains )
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[Tuesday
8:33am June 14th] |
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im in p.a
nestled away on a mountain top. in a town probably a quarter the size of southernvillage. the town square is a library, and a diner. Everyone here is over the age of 60.
But somehow i find it lovely. Last night i went to my great aunt and uncles 50th wedding anniversery. Very hoitytoity at the country club formalness and what not. (i bought hot pink shiny flats/matching clutch.eek it was fun.wellthatpartwas). Atleast half of the million people there came up to me and told me about my grandfather, how he was such a great guy. I felt bad because all the nice things they said about him dont really effect me. I didnt know him nor did he have any kindof impact on my life. After dinner a bunch of the wrinklies went up for speeches, and toasts. My mom bawlled through the whole think. She annoys me so. But all their talks gave me way too much time to reflect. The table where my aunt/uncle sat they were surrounded by the same people who sat at their wedding table. The same people they went to highschool with. The same people they raised their kids with, started their buissness with, traveled with. It wasnt really just a celebration of my aunt/uncle having grown old together, i think they were all just happy because all of them, their friends were their with them. Through all of that. I think thats really amazing how a bunch of people can stick together like that, fifty years. They got married in 1954, and met in 1942. oh god they are really old. It makes me really sad knowing that one of my friends is moving away and we always talked about our futures (together) opening shops, going to school. Now shes not even going to be their to graduate with me. And all the people i left behind when i moved, i dont really even talk to anymore. I dont know. After the party we went to my other great aunt/uncles house down the street from this. They couldnt go. He is too sick. Seeing my uncle charlie like that was too much. he could barely get out the chair to hug me. Hes the nicest man, everyone loves him. this whole damn town knows him. hes ran the library since dinasour time probably. He is one of those people who walk down the street and makes all the crying kids stop and giggle. He might have cancer. Ive never thought of him dying. One of those people in my head that i think will be their forever. We talked about ''the grownups'' at the party over hot choclate. always hotchoclate, they were all gossiping in the living room. I got in the car afterwards and cried. I know theres few more times i'll get to be with him. I remeber the first time i went upstairs in that house. (we always stay in the den/kitchen/pool) and we went upstairs to the attic and he had a bunch of pinball machines. very fun. and trick coins so we didnt have to pay...
after that i drove home. i drove home from the country club too. Because i have a permit!
tonight i get home around 6 and britta and i are cooking alli a belated birthday dinner.happy birthday alli!i love you
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| these bug bites unite |
[Thursday
9:43pm June 9th] |
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annoying when it gets deleted 3 times
arg. today was ok. exept this stupid blog being retarded. my exams were horrendous. but i expect curves. julia taylor makes me laugh...lunch i went downtown with lauren/max. and got marshmellows....we also ordered a pizza that dissapeared . oh well. afterschool i went and got gillato with adele.sharron.kt. sharron is adorable and makes me giggle. bubbly people tend to do that i guess i fell asleep in my garden today.on a lawn chair and woke up with 5billion bug bites. always a nice thing.Brittas parents bought a house in utah. with a sauna....can a true friendship really outrule a sauna?
yes. well. i have 5 textbooks i need to bring in tommrow. and i know only of 3/5 of them. =big spendin. dammit
dear danielle, i heard crazy things about your saturday night
oh golly
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| Dear Chapel Hillian, |
[Monday
7:24pm June 6th] |
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i went to the poetry festival at the carrboro community center it was quite nice. But made me very tired.
i also took a trip to swell. and bought a pretty dress and a pink shirt...
and thats about it
i also think i did something very
stupidugh caleigh....
i found out that im going to my greatauntuncles fiftieth wedding anniversery next weekend. the weekend after school gets out. (grrr) i reallyreally dont want to go. because i reallyreally dont give a shit about their marriage. She sleeps upstairs and does nothing but society hoitytoity crap and oldschoolwomanly things while he sleeps 2floors underneath her and reads his newspaper and woorries about his stockmarket/land that he owns. They dont love eachother.
And i dont see why i should have to go..
- exams mean nothing to me. i will not study
( i made a quilt )
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[Friday
11:06pm June 3rd] |
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madeline;what the devil dont know wont hurt him |
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get me out of here
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[Wednesday
10:35pm June 1st] |
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i have a new neighbor. i was hoping for some exotic couple looking for an escape from their crazy city lives hoping to raise their teenage kid in a nice neighbor hood or something. whatever But i got mrs frown instead. I guess shes nice...everytime i see her she looks incredo-sad. On the verge of tears-sad, all the time.the first day she moved in i knocked on her door. (door opens) me; hi im your new neighbor, caleigh..-mrs frown;; oh nice to meet you...(looks down at my red space sneaker boots) i didnt know THOSE were in- me;;;no their not. she looked me up and down. i could tell she didnt know what to make of me. so i left. her story; she lived happily -once upon a time- with her husband and her two kids. one day her house burned. it burned all the way,,,,to the ground. and so did one of her kids. now if she saw the 9 year old boy child burn to the ground, i do not know. But i sortof would like too (know) This was all very, very sad. and hard for a fine family to cope. 2 months later her spouse filed for divorce. and thats all now she lives next door to me, and i can hear her hammering pictures into the wall and crying at night (no crying, but funny-yes?) a couple of hours ago my mom goes over to help her with something. and she asked my mom if the sprinklers attached to the celling work. my mom said no,,,, mrs frown apparently looked horrified. am i a horrible person if i think thats funny?
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[Wednesday
10:35pm June 1st] |
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the sugar cubes -not you mr motercycle |
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i have a new neighbor. i was hoping for some exotic couple looking for an escape from their crazy city lives hoping to raise their teenage kid in a nice neighbor hood or something. whatever But i got mrs frown instead. I guess shes nice...everytime i see her she looks incredo-sad. On the verge of tears-sad, all the time.the first day she moved in i knocked on her door. (door opens) me; hi im your new neighbor, caleigh..-mrs frown;; oh nice to meet you...(looks down at my red space sneaker boots) i didnt know THOSE were in- me;;;no their not. she looked me up and down. i could tell she didnt know what to make of me. so i left. her story; she lived happily -once upon a time- with her husband and her two kids. one day her house burned. it burned all the way,,,,to the ground. and so did one of her kids. now if she saw the 9 year old boy child burn to the ground, i do not know. But i sortof would like too (know) This was all very, very sad. and hard for a fine family to cope. 2 months later her spouse filed for divorce. and thats all now she lives next door to me, and i can hear her hammering pictures into the wall and crying at night (no crying, but funny-yes?) a couple of hours ago my mom goes over to help her with something. and she asked my mom if the sprinklers attached to the celling work. my mom said no,,,, mrs frown apparently looked horrified. am i a horrible person if i think thats funny?
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[Tuesday
10:37pm May 31st] |
adele and i are going to go to europe and fall in love with greek boys and
have lots of loved ones and pretty dresses
.just like da movie
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